Friday, December 15, 2006 ; the day i got a ......

muahahaha...first time i add tiltle to my posts...maybe its coz my life's so plain i have got no title to pus there...but hu cares..oya...i did a countdown...jus 2 more weeks to total destruction of my peace...my freedom...my human right....my computer....my beauty sleep...bcoz it'd be the day i esthersofangying(heh heh wad can i say?i love my name..)shall be movin on to a diff stage of life....life with longer recesses but more hmwk..and no frens...havin to build more reputation frm scrap!!oh maa....i feel like shakespere...haha...okok...on to the imp stuf...im gonna miss my sch which i have neverliked b4!!!the stinking toilets.....frens..teachers....and most importantly...MY FREEDOM AHAHAHARR.....sniff sniff...pls...jus leave me alone...shoo off...let me have my moments of quietness as i recall wad i can recall and store them in a place tat when i wan to recall them....i will be able to....aharharhar...tis is jus makin me more depressed...but amazingly...i ain't cryin...ahahahah..now we go on to the post i wanted to post...ok so it was like tis..so maybe its not very imp but wadever...jus post for the fun of it....hold on...i got an sms.....OH MAAA!!!!!
girls are lame...no offence to girls out there....haiz haiz haiz...eheheheh...of corse excluding me la....not tryin to be self-praising but...ok...now...this is wad my fren asked me...names have been chosen to be not told for the safety and privacy of my fren!!!she asked...wad would you do if u were in tis situation and u were character A...A and B are frens...A knows tt B like Z and also likes Z..but of corse B doesn noe tt A likes Z...so...should A continue liking Z or give up Z for the sake of B....
so... i basically told her tt i would continue liking Z coz we are still 12 yr olds going on to 13 and the kind of so called ''love'' by most guys...is only puppy love..and we'd basically get over him one way or another...but if we were like 21 then maybe i would have diff opinions but for the time bein...yup...
haha and tis guy tt likes me...well..its complicated...he like me i don like him jus tink he's cool but on the last day of sch he confessed leavin me with no choice since i didn wan to be the funeral of hearts as justin said..to jus tell him i like him for the sake of...well...HIM!!...see...so i am not tt heartless and lacking of feelins for others around me..until now he still thinks i like him...but its ok...soon he'll like some other guy/girl and he will forget me leavin me to keep my love for me and me only!!!pls... i tot he didn like me anymore after not replyin my sms and not smsin me everyday like before for almost a month then suddenly last nite..he sms me sayin gdnite sweetdreams and i LOVE YOU...see how i emphasise on the I LOVE YOU????guys...once they like a girl..they say i love u at everyting they say to u...haiz...but hedid give me a scare...oh well...notin i can do bout it...don wan to break his tiny little heart....awww...haha....well b4 all tis ...it was preatty confusing...he said he like me so i told fren A who used to like him and him used to like her and i told fren A tt he said he like me since camp but she said Rubbish...well tts her favourite word..then i was sittin in class one day nxt to fren B...though he claimed to like me...yet he was there smsing her since he used to like her b4 me and asking her hu she likes which normally means only one ting ...tt he likes her...but he said the day b4 he LOved me...so...then he suddenly smsed her sayin he hates me...and told her not to tell me but since me was nxt to her...ya..u get the point..so when he walked past the class and saw me sittin nxt to her..he..even though not very bright in terms of the IQ lvl and the skin....got the whole picture...so tt nite he smsed me sayin he wanted to break up coz he tot his love could not go on and tt it was most impossible and me seein all the drama...i asked y...and he said he didn noe...which wasn wat i expected him to say...coz its really lame...allthe shakespere and then a NO...wow..haha...so i went on livin my life happily when one day he smsed me while i was in sch and he was sittin opposite of me..lame rite?....sayin....actually...i still love u....so i was like okay wadever...then he said tt he would nvr do tt to me again...and blah blah blah...trust me...i wasn listening..and then......ta da!!!!....it ended up here....haiyo...but nvm..it was fun...and weird...esp the way he told me tt he liked me...he was like all...i knew tis girl once..i liked her alot...one day she asked me to go ride bike but i couldn coz i needed to go to united sq(ok the united sq jus didn fit in with the whole romantic ting) with my family...so she went alone and unfortunately...she met with an accident...i was very sad and tried to find someone to replace her but failed to do so....tat girl was pretty jus like u and her character was jus like you and i was once again...okay...so i asked him wad about his ex-gf well he claims it to be...and he said she waspretty but jus not there...so ok...then yup...tt was the weirdest story ever known to man kind .....now on to the story i really wanted to tell..but seeing tis post is so long...i tink i'll put it into another one...heh heh

BANZAIBANZAIBANZAI at 7:11 PM