Saturday, March 17, 2007 ;

YEAH i'm bck from my church camp!Not tat it is exactly a gd thing or anything but at least i got to sleep!!Haha went to bed immediately... BOO HOO camp was so fun lor...now like so bored nothing to do...must be coz there everything was planned out and most IMP i had my frenz with me HAHA!yup yup yup yup....did alot of stuff...had to walk all around hougana/kovan there inside the housing estates coz of ''treasure hunt''....so tiring.from here walk to there then wok bck leh!aT LEAST THE NIGHT ONES not so bad coz the day one the sun was like hot la so ya.haha.Feel like i've lost weight.Which is gd coz....heh heh tis part not for u to know=].ah ya didn't eat much there mah...and there were so many injuries bcoz of playing football...btw...my captains ball sux.NVM.I'm proud of it!haiz.EVERYONE IN YOUTH(at least those who went for youth retreat)NOW KNOWS I"M IN RGS LA!!!!!!!!!!!!meant to keep it from everyone.Didn wan anyone to know but now!!Must have been because of the ANGEL,mORTAL GAME THING....haiya so depressing.Tried so hard not to tell anyone my sch....now i bet they'll all think i'm like nerdy and bla bla blas...but TODAY!!!I shall clear things with all of you la!!!I,Esthersofangying,am not that smart,how i got into RGS was bcoz of God...i believe it's bcoz he blessed me..so if you don believee me tats ur own loss and i DON CARE!It's really annoying coz they'll kip saying like...WAAHHH you're so smart then they'll let you do everything which isn my thing...yep.They have high expectations on you so it can be quite stressing sometimes...AHYA i tell you hor...i should have brought more clothes....i ended up having to wear sch P.E shirt so diu lian....some more got one big RAFFLES word tat ahyo....since i didn't go for CCA,which i decided to skip,tat was the only shirt i had left plus others weren willing to lend so haha....somemore hor...the pants ain't mine hehe....borrow also one la...PLUS I"M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!You knoe during camp ... i learnt to play bridge!!yes...now at least like i noe a card game la...so pai seh leh coz my parents can't play so haha same here.AND this all brngs it bck to the fact tat i CANT PLAY MAHJONG AHHHHHHH!!!SO DEPRESSING!!!I ALSO WANT TO GO FOR LAND SWIMMINH ONE U NOE!!TOO BAD my mum doesn want to teach me,....plus she play the HK style one la so a bit diff frm s'pore one.ahyayayaya......sniff.....sad..honestly i still don know my spiritual gift so i guess for NOW...heh heh i'll jus not join any ministry BUT i did want to play the piano for worship too bad the trainings are on sundays after worship and normally at tat time...i'd be at home trying to chiong my whole week of hmwk and theory PLUS paino practise also lor..haa....i know very bad la so don try tis at home!!I tell u i'm very stressed now!!!(better not mention white hair scarly really grow out).SO MUCH HMWK CAN LIKE PLUCK MY WHOLE SCALP OUT LA!PLUS STILL MUS BALANCE CCA AND PIANO AND TENNIS LOR...GOT HSE PRACTISE TOO.haiz haiz haiz....if i don faint any sooner wonder wad will happen.....most likely i'll be so shocked tat i nvr faint tat i faint...hehe....ok la full of crap OH OH OH...i'd also like to apologise to everyone at camp for bearing with me coz i know i tok alot of rubbish...it runs in the family...my mum and sis and bro and maid all also like tt one la...AND i've decided to 4give a certain person..(name not mentioned to uphold his/her reputation)..coz tat one person went around spouting total rubbish about me saying i like him la then another him...so stupid....surely it's coz tat person has got nothing to do....why would i like anyone in church anyway lor...plz....i already like someone on TV la...use ur brain....i bet he said tat jus coz i played wif these guys alot....SO WAD.U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH TAT.U ppl nowadays are so weird.jus coz i girl toks well with a guy gives no reason to say tt i like him rite!!!bodo la....so childish lor...nothing better to say lar!!!so qi now.....

BANZAIBANZAIBANZAI at 4:45 AM